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Tuesday, July 25, 2006


I know to have something like this broken is hard to fix

Anon; I don't know you but you have a crush on me. Who are you?
Shirl; I'm online nowwwww. >:( frowns
Nicole; Okok, dislike. Right, keep cool.
Akina; Hello! I hope you'd like it yeh? Hugs!
Rena; You should stay happy. [:
Michelle; I'm a honest kid :D You can't help for agree. More like Glynis rock your life. [: That sound more like it.

Thanks for commenting [: Love!

&& if I could do anything, it'd be to kiss you in the middle of the street on the rainiest day of the year. <3

Skyped with Emrys was fun, he's funny. His room is so small. Just enough for a bed & a computer table. How pathetic, ohmy. Slept super early last night. Pert called & we talked for awhile. I asked her to teach me something new everyday. Holymama, she taught me a damn funny phrase. Fuck man, I'm laughing once again. I was rolling on the sheets when she told me. She even do the hip-hop version, that turn table thing. Damn crappy. [:

I'm sorry but you know it better && clearer than anyone else why I won't want a get-together.

Chinese was fuckshit. Letter-writing was okay, but when it came to the compo part, I got damn frikkin' tired so I just barely scribbled through& went to sleep. Haha. I don't even know how to read! After Paper I, Sass & I rushed down to have a quick bite. Came back within 9 minutes :D How fast. Second paper was allright. Compre was a meaningful one. The writer talked about being poor. The author used to be so poor that he has tattered uniform. Though he has this pride problem towards such things, he told himself that his achievements are important. & he said that having been poor once taught him a precious lesson. It taught him how to cherish, treasure & appreciate. Appreciate whatever's left on the table during meals, Cherish his loved ones, Treasure all that he have before him & never ever take things for granted. Immediately it reminded me of someone. & that's the reason why I'm feeling so melancholy right now. Right so after the papers, I went home. A quiet walk home was good (: On the way, the parrot greeted me. How cute! [:

You're my best friend &&for some reason, you just drifted away.
I miss you, I miss us.

"I can't wait to fall asleep."
"Uh, feeling tired? You wanna --"
"No."
"Uh then why?"
"I simply love my dreams."
"Ohh, hm what're they about?"
"You."

"Ay I ask you something!"
"Yeh?"
"If, erm, you could have one night with any one in the world - Famous or not, who'd you pick?"
"You."

I swear, sometimes I'm so afraid of asking you questions && getting answers from you.

I have to agree with Charlie Brown.
Charlie Brown: I think I'm afraid to be happy
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens.
I'm thinking of all the bad things that is happening in my life right now.

I'm sorry I'm not dwelling on the past but I have to say this, just me say this.
I hope the next girl who holds your hand holds on a little tighter than I did &realises how lucky she is to have you. Because when I had you, I held a little looser so that you could breathe && I felt like I was the luckiest girll in the universe to have you by my side, through every thunder & storms, through every tear & smile.

I'm still deciding if I should eat something. I'll go memorise the letter formats &amp;amp;& do some SS notes. :D So guai la, aiyo. I feel like I've a lot more than just these to blog about tday but.. I think I forgot. Shitsxz. I'll come back when I remember.

I wish I could really love you but I don't wanna hurt with the fugly truth.

It all comes down to who you think about when you fall asleep
<3.


2:59 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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